Reasons why I fucking hate Cancer :-
Taken away my ability to have my own family.
Given me a heavy heart.
I will never be care free/happy go lucky again.
I will always convince myself that it is coming back and spreading.
Made me bitter.
Stopped me working.
Given me anxiety and depression.
Lost my independence.
Ive become "the girl" that people tell their friends about.
Seeing people I love be destroyed and consumed by it.
Now unable to sleep without medication.
Safe to say for these reasons it has ruined my life.
No longer recognise myself.
Made my cry - a lot.
Made me look and feel like a boy.
Painful bones and joints,aching muscles.
Lymphedema and the sleeve that comes with it.
In growing toe nail.
Inability to look forward or look to the future.
A world that is now completely ruled by Cancer.